paper life

paper life, originally uploaded by mord.

I knew that bloody Grand National horse race would cruelly kill horses, one broken neck one broken back, even people who own and love horses seem to think this is ok, the horse DO NOT LIKE JUMPING over these fences they are forced to.

Anyway four more shifts and feeling like I don't belong, not part of the team.

looking over the chaos

looking over the chaos, originally uploaded by mord.

Had my new work photo done today and a tour very nice people, smell of electronics and manufacturing things, nom nom.

Already known as a rebel and mad can't change who I am hope I fit in.

5 more shifts in work, two are long days though.

two cults

two cults, originally uploaded by mord.

Just 5 shifts left, so strange, thoughts very mixed, dreams more bizzare.

A little like the Kubler-Ross model of grief, without the grief ?

Reborn into engineering, think I need a holiday.

lines

lines, originally uploaded by mord.

I'm a useless blogger that nobody reads, but I don't keep a diary so one day I'll look back on these.

Today Katy kitten aka Kait is having an induction with Next she got a permanent job every Sunday I am so proud, and I wear my green quick fit fitter uniform for the first time.

We need to figure a way of stopping time or at least looping it.

Sunny Saturday

climbing on things, originally uploaded by mord.

I'm missing what I'm not yet missing, so many people I like so much, money happiness it's not easy to decide, still excited though and perhaps one day I will come back.

Feeling yuck in yuck green.

Day 2 guilt and joy

false books, originally uploaded by mord.

May have found a way to keep connected to nursing, so many people are happy and sad for me. Washing line fixed.

End of days 1

acid, originally uploaded by mord.

Can't sleep 4am clock hours messed with, should take a photo a day, news today, things are afoot.