everybody look at the moon

everybody look at the moon, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Work finished for Crimbo, very grey, dark and wet.

Charletta not well, Jessica butchers cat.

How many LEDs are there in the world now ?

PLC book for Christmas, yay.

It's very strange I'm not on a hospital ward feel like I should visit one.

51 in 17 days I can't be arsed with people who can't be arsed anymore.

seahorse

seahorse, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Dutch elm cream tea little heater

Saw nan in van

gullet pain

car cleaned, corsair pressie ripped by speciallica

more online orders

idea photo/camera log book

standing there scrubs

standing there scrubs, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Affected more than I realised, always an island.

Picking up boss and bosses boss Friday.

Survived Tiger Tiger

Small digital camera idea.

Never say die driving instructor.

Jessica reccomends corsair

Charles loves sticks and has extra bits.

Burn pizza box.

Apple got me via my offspring

anti static coat measuring a new experience.

Cosmic Mates

Cosmic Mates, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Wax!

Friday, black it seems, got a couple of things off Amazon.

Lots of mucus at work still avoiding it, load box done simple but happy.

Week off the incohol and picking
Kate up 2 am Saturday Morn so none tonight.

Flickr pro runs out today, not sure what to do not using it much photos are always there just hidden. Need a project, more videos perhaps ?

Weather wet days short.

Cats noisy and falling off things, Jessica is too thin.

Wifey new rose gold ring on order.

Content and happy, missmuss in 4 weeks !

Jessica on a shed

Jessica on a shed, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Such a lovely evening Saturday in Terminal Street with best fiend, taxo driver wondered why anyone would come to Caerphilly for a night out if they lived in Cardiff. But he doesn't have my best fiend.

Sunday tired and PC upgrading, problems with new SATA type things and PSUs that don't fit.

Monday solved PLC simulator chaos.

Gave blood today, blood refused to sink at firt, did second time, self aware blood ?

No reply from Faggy's old friend, suspect wrong Rasmussen :(

fox hoody

fox hoody, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Jebus made a week on the wagon or a wagon.

Son o matic now 14 and has PC hardware to die for, never spent so much money on PC stuff.

car passed MOT 2nd year running !

Hoping to see Wim O Bush tomorrow and best Fiend.

Found Casey on art web site and facebook, well I'm convinced it's her but might be wrong, she has loads of sons so suspect she gets little time for interweb, still there is a hope it's her.

Weather 28 degrees , super weird hope stays the same for tomorrow I like heat when it's not supposed to be there, anarchy heat ?

whiteness

whiteness, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Tecniquest never changes !

Facebook closed, failed in finding Rasmussens :(

Son nearly 14, daughter so grown up, speed of light broken ? Large objects from space falling, two canon EOS1000s for a few quid.

Charley's new name Stormagedden, the babies name in Doctor who.

Need holiday.

Love work though.

I wish they all could be californian girls

I wish they all could be californian girls, a photo by mord on Flickr.

I was dreaming of girls I met one New years Eve in a Cardiff hotel when I was a DJ ( in the 80s ) and then I used to write to them and Casey Rasmussen came to London and I went up to see her. I brought Faggy's ( the weird carrot invented by me for letter writing ) for Ann and Casey and I think a record for Ann. Anyway trying to find either of them on the interweb, but they are probably married and have new sir names, I do remember they had sisters called Kricket and Holly.

Anyway this is a photo they sent me in the 80s

Overdose

Overdose, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Another trip still no lense cover, shelves are a pain, cat poo on mouse mat.

Italian meal today with nurses.

Weather wet but lovely.

Pull, push reports tommorow

Brandy nom nom

Missing Wim O bush been so many months now :(

Taking it back

Taking it back, a photo by mord on Flickr.

So windy and fresh, the tail end of a hurricane. Wierdest dream last night involving Julia, Taffs Well, manky men and poo !

PIC chips not functioning, isolation issues.

Day 1 again and again, Canon Epoch is insane.

bow

bow, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Bee porn

Bee porn, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Failing until death ? Must give up giving up.

Saw the last Harry Potter in a none focussed projector cinema, tried Joe's canon and a 10-20 mm lense in Jessops.

Suprised how good my fuji is.

I look like jabba the hut.

my photos are so boring, must change something.

Any Winehouse gone, can't believe someone didn't help her.

inverted photon goodness

inverted photon goodness, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Day 1 and 2 check on drink start slower, take more photos blog more.

Felt sick today.

Chains, GALs no guys, lattice, molex words from the past.

Daughter away , her camera lense I sent to be fixed is no better.

Charletta is huge.

shadow boxing with yourself just seems to get you nowhere

shadow boxing with yourself just seems to get you nowhere, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Blog from flickr mainly fail.

Pins and needles arm, alcohol abuse :(

Fail on 1 2 and 3

Insane Jane is still hunting aliens

SP been so long , not sure why always gets the most views, don't know why this is.

Mutation

Mutation, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Chatting with Kait at IKEA is so cute, she now has paint for bedroom but not child's wardrobe.

Two fee teas for tramps.

Cheeky to boss's boss.

Weekend feeling on Thursday evening, miss my bottle blonde inspiring mate.

Now they go for a curry !

Fail on days.

Old equipment

Old equipment, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Fail on blog front as always, fail on exercise and on drinking and diet, excuse hay fever really bad this year, also settling in new job and finding a level.

Old lady gone, bye bye.

Joseph got his IT achievment award last night, lots of facepalms and fails.

So reset after weekend ? We'll see.

The Universe is just out there

The Universe is just out there, a photo by mord on Flickr.

FATs suck well the docs do, got a thank you today.

Day 3

New Flickr pal ? Seems very nice.

Bike 2 km, tick

Facebook nurses night out added, tint pixel we don't love you :(

Ship above heads

Ship above heads, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Joseph bought himself a 24 inch, led, 2 ms response, 60,000 : 1 contrast ratio monitor today, it's boring Jane.

Day 2

Tired, possible new flickr chum, perhaps not smiley faces for tea, trousers from M&S

Did some pretend laproscopic surgery today which was nice.

Eating too much on work need cold water.

Gonna kill `em with sound

Gonna kill `em with sound, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Day 1 - Weather muggy , grub screw found, saw my desk today, CO's are us.

Breaking rules nearly but nearly caught.

Antonia Cambpbell-Hughes is stunning.

Weigh in later , drink less and reduce girth.

St Germans

St Germans, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Doing a speech at a funeral was scary, I'm drinking too much wine and not taking photos, am I that sad man that takes sad photos ?

Saw Inglorious bastards for the first time yesteday very funny.

Listening to Last FM all the time when home, it's brilliant.

a little something

a little something, a photo by mord on Flickr.

Yes blogging failed again so last attempt.

Filming up lane, Jessica is getting more insane.

My NVQ lady has been made redudant :(

Taking my camera tomorrow there must be something to take photos of.

Rodent a huge one

Rodent a huge one, originally uploaded by mord.

Wine is just too nice.

Hospitals seem wrong mostly.

There is so much stuff we never say.

There is so much stuff we never see.

I have never needed a sleeping tablet.

I wish I had a rodent.

Contemplate

Contemplate, originally uploaded by mord.

Bank holiday wetness, damp washing smells, friends Mum looks too young, the £10 xeon worked I wonder of one day humans will have their own built in apps ?

The city

The city, originally uploaded by mord.

Come on Cardiff City you HAVE to make it into the premiership !

So 7 days in new work, loving the smell of equipment and electronics and I can still use instruments, tools and solder. The people are the same as people in manufacturing always have been.

I had the Friday feeling :) danced in my car driving home ( not done that for 3 years ) and drank too much wine in the evening.

I have a friend ( Wim O Bush ) who's life is changing in a massive way, so happy for her she deserves to be everything she can be, and needs less wine like me.

Our attempt at growing veggies is not working :(

Missing the people of Velindre but more and more understanding how nursing isn't a normal occupation and shifts are just not good for us humans.

Bestival looks incredible this year.

I am going to blog more it's just for me to look back on.

Yay Labour did well in Cardiff West and over much of Wales, boo no majority, boo no AV :(

the hand

the hand, originally uploaded by mord.

Now whenever I eat chocolate I think of nursing.

Saw the Fuji x100 today, very nice indeed.

I can't figure if I should carry on with Flickr, I can't be arsed to make comments and don't really want more contacts, don't have many contacts that post regular, seems I have no focus it used to be about showing off and I don't seem to want to show off anymore.

Foruth day in new job tommorow. No sign of Sony's network and Laden it seems is dead or is he ?

Kait

Kait, originally uploaded by mord.

So doesn't seem like 17 years, she works now and is studying like a manic study type person, she is so beautiful and lovely I am so proud. I love her.

More Bunny feet

More Bunny feet, originally uploaded by mord.

Having trouble with your omelette, cheat like I do and once it's half cooked in a pan put it under the grill to do the top half then just slide it onto a plate.

Worked three days in new job and then four days off this country is mad, watched the Royal wedding because it was on, having some disturbing dreams, but then I suppose I always did have. Can't blog them or I will be committed.

Still not feeling right, can't explain something to do with 2 years of emotion or controlled emotion, cutting booze out soon and loosing some weight.

Off to see Terry's car.

five head

five head, originally uploaded by mord.

Have a spot on my nose that won't go, a black toe I stubbed this morning, Kate is drinking my wine, new job tommorow yay.

My two female cats Jessica and Lola always swap food half way through even if they eat the same food.

Saw the Toulouse Lautrec exhibition at Cardiff Museum today very cool.

Wonder what tommorow will bring, my 16th different job since leaving school not taking into account my short stint as a sole trader.

Put him in the curry.

Buzzard

Buzzard, originally uploaded by mord.

Pretty much post photos straight from camera now, went to Ategi weekend meeting yesterday and woke 6 am this morning thinking I was on an early.

Amazing sunny day, Kait in garden revising, Joseph on Portal 2, Jessica hanging off wall, frogs hidden in garden, Charley knocking off cups of tea.

Today and tommorow off and then new place job.

splendid

splendid, originally uploaded by mord.

Yes it's come around my last shift in Velindre Cancer Centre ( VCC ) missing it already, when I started in West Wing the whole experience was surreal now I am finally moving back to engineering it also feels surreal, I hope somehow I can keep connected to VCC and the people who work there.

Elisabeth Sladen died today of cancer very said and very young :(

Last long day

Untitled, originally uploaded by mord.

Me feet hurt but my last long day is over, one shift left now fading, head elsewhere, wine o wine.

paper life

paper life, originally uploaded by mord.

I knew that bloody Grand National horse race would cruelly kill horses, one broken neck one broken back, even people who own and love horses seem to think this is ok, the horse DO NOT LIKE JUMPING over these fences they are forced to.

Anyway four more shifts and feeling like I don't belong, not part of the team.

looking over the chaos

looking over the chaos, originally uploaded by mord.

Had my new work photo done today and a tour very nice people, smell of electronics and manufacturing things, nom nom.

Already known as a rebel and mad can't change who I am hope I fit in.

5 more shifts in work, two are long days though.

two cults

two cults, originally uploaded by mord.

Just 5 shifts left, so strange, thoughts very mixed, dreams more bizzare.

A little like the Kubler-Ross model of grief, without the grief ?

Reborn into engineering, think I need a holiday.

lines

lines, originally uploaded by mord.

I'm a useless blogger that nobody reads, but I don't keep a diary so one day I'll look back on these.

Today Katy kitten aka Kait is having an induction with Next she got a permanent job every Sunday I am so proud, and I wear my green quick fit fitter uniform for the first time.

We need to figure a way of stopping time or at least looping it.

Sunny Saturday

climbing on things, originally uploaded by mord.

I'm missing what I'm not yet missing, so many people I like so much, money happiness it's not easy to decide, still excited though and perhaps one day I will come back.

Feeling yuck in yuck green.

Day 2 guilt and joy

false books, originally uploaded by mord.

May have found a way to keep connected to nursing, so many people are happy and sad for me. Washing line fixed.

End of days 1

acid, originally uploaded by mord.

Can't sleep 4am clock hours messed with, should take a photo a day, news today, things are afoot.

Scream.

Scream., originally uploaded by mord.

Uranium 235 has a half life of 700 million years.